I am such a crappy friend. I don’t listen to her. I’m sick of hearing about how awesome it is for her…
I HATE IT.
I hate her? Probably. But WHY???
I’m jealous. I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING JEALOUS.
I wanna quit this place. But I won’t. I’ll do it… whatever it takes.
I found out a funny nickname for myself… Only-lonely 
Awesome.
Anyway. I just left her on MSN alone. (or probably not alone, because she has sooo many friends now, you know)
I wanna cry.
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