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{ December 8, 2009 @ 9:59 am } · { Check it!, Little somethings, So-so, Thoughtful, Time-wasting, Videos }
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Right now.

Is it because I won’t go to school until next Monday and I can be relaxed until then, or is it because my “one year ago” syndrome’s just hit me again. One year ago, I had my second operation. Or.. I was having my second operation. Hold on, I look it up in my other blog.

Idk, I didn’t write the exact date. Anyway, it was about… noon? (I hate this word)

Soooooooo, according to my over-emotional subconsciousness, I’m having this nostalgic feeling right now. Because the You Found Me video came out that day and, and I was listening to that song before the surgery and when I woke up during the surgery, it felt (reeeeeaaaaallly coooooold and I couldn’t swallow and I couldn’t breathe, cause there was a GODDAMN PIPE in my throat) like I heard this song too and when I opened my eyes I saw the operation room and all the scary people(‘s legs) and WOOOOAAAA, it’s been one year (and fourteen months but I still ain’t over you…. *singing* HEEEYYY, I’M THE BLOOD IN YOUR VEINS, I’M THE COLD WHEEEN IT RAAAAAAAAIINS, I’M YOUR HEART WHEN ITTTT BREEEAAAAKSSSS) and and and it feels good.

And times like these, I decide not to care. Anyway.

OTHER TOPIC!!!

So my computer deepfroze yesterday (especially my MSN) and I restarted EVVERYTHING. And when I logged back in my MSN, TEN WINDOWS POPPED UP and I was like: Wtf… :D Exactly ten… Two of my classmates, Detti, my sister, one of my friends from (hell, I don’t know where he lives), and FIVE foreign friends wrote to me.
WOOAAA. Anyway, it was interesting, I wrote here and there and everywhere (I guess this is how being important might feel like).

So I had a few weird conversations, a few heartfelt, some funny and several.. neutral ones… But every one of them put at least one brick to my house of calmness.
That was lame. But true, I feel a bit relaxed now, like nothing bad is going to happen. I don’t believe, just hope, you know.

And besides, I got a “:)” from Jonathan Jones on my “wall” on Facebook and it’s ahh. :D Feels good :D Like when he said “There’s always hope”. I like these happy guys, seriously, they can make my day everyday :D
No. Depression is not gone, but it is until I have a few days off, thank you.

Oh, and those people who I though they’re gonna fight… well, they apparently won’t, so this makes me feel even more awesome *-*

Why is The Hundred Million Suns this quiet? >.< It’s gonna scare the shit outta me when the next album starts -.-”

Oh, and the music video. Total love.

You give the strength to me…

{ December 4, 2009 @ 9:08 pm } · { Bad day, Music, School, Thoughtful, Videos }
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I played this song on the bus. While walking on the street, crossing the road, leaving the house, everywhere. If my sister and my mother weren’t sitting here in the room, I would sooo COL (cry out loud x])

I would like to. Seriously, I’m going to… I think it will happen today. I don’t know how long can I hold it back.

Anyway. My best friend left my school. I went through all the options, questions, thoughts and I didn’t find myself guilty in the case. Thank you.

To tell the truth, when we said goodbye (that “not really goodbye, but still, goodbye, cause I love you and I will miss you” goodbye and “i know we’re gonna see each other soon”-goodbye) and she left the bus station to go back to the school, I wanted to grab her coat and shout like: DON’T GO AWAY, DON’T LEAVE ME HERE ALONE!!! I DON’T WANT YOU TO GO!!!

I should have. I haven’t really tried to talk her down. I just asked “for real for real?” and she said “yes” and I guess that’s when it got decided. Anyway, it’s still kind of kind from her. She stayed this long only because of me and our form master. And I seriously started to think about leaving the school. I don’t know where should I go or when or why….. I mean.. I know why. I freakin hate to be lonely. And I would like to gather AAAALL my friends from AAALLL around the world and  gather them into one class and it would be the happiest class ever!!

I’m lonely :( Tom Smith told once “there’s beauty in the lonely”, but I don’t really see any beauty in this f*ckin lonely.

AND I AM ANGRY WITH HER!!! I mean, why couldn’t she be stronger? But this is stupid, cause she has to follow her way. And if that way leads to another school, I must accept it. Who am I to (save you? to try and tame you, now that you are freeeeee of meeee…) tell her what to do? I’m not her mother. I’m not her.

I must have fever. Seriously, I’m talking about things I’d never talk about with people I’d never thought I will. Anyway. So her. HER. She’s gone. And I don’t know what to do. I’m seriously feeling ill, and I’m not in the shape to talk about this. I don’t know how will I go on without her. I guess I got used to having someone by my side. I know how should I spend my days in school until I leave it too, but it wouldn’t be good. It’s not what high schools supposed to be about.
I should really leave my school now, like Detti did. But where would I go? English is very important for me and as soon as I get the chance, I’d like to go to Great-Britain. And it’s not about the festivals :D These times when I talk about how much I love them, they’re all jokes, seriously, I love GB for its festivals, but I really like those people’s attitude, I like their sense of humor… and I’ve cried so much during this day… and my head hurts soooo bad.

And I want Kamila, Kayla, Allison, Lara, Brigi, Leia, Ania, Fizzu, Dóri, Dóri (the other one x]) and well… Detti to study in my school. Right now. My mum is sleeping here. Oh, she’s not sleeping. The advantages if your mother can’t speak in English: you can write about your plans about leaving your school without her knowing it. I’m evil maybe.
Anyway. Detti said those people whose lives are easy now, they’ll suck later. I suck now… I want to have an easier life… later… I should find out what I want to be when I grow up….. musicmusicmusic.
I wanna play the drums. Right now. I’ll form an indie rock band. Or a supergroup like The Reindeer Section. :O

I live in my dreams, holy crap.

So… let’s try to give some sense to all this stuff I just wrote here.
My friend left me. I’m lonely.
I want to leave too. I don’t know how.
I guess it’s just way too scary for me that everything was sort of AWESOME and it turned AWFUL just… suddenly. To the snap of gods’ fingers, or idk.
This could be the title of a song. Anyway… I think I was born to the wrong place….. in the right time. I mean, The Fray go back to the studio to make the new record in January!!! THAT’S A GOOD THING. But what is it worth if I don’t have anyone I can discuss it with? I mean, Detti is a person who listens to what you say, no matter if she doesn’t care about it. I mean,  for god’s sake, she knows me as much as my sister does, and that’s serious :O And she knew all of my obsessions, my little arghs, you know, I tell her everything… and… and this is when I start to think about that maybe she’s such a good person that she got fed up with my things and left, but she wouldn’t tell me.

Cause that’s how she rolls.

I tried to write something about what I feel. I don’t know how to solve this… I seriously don’t. And I want to have some rest finally. Maybe I’m going insane. Sorry if I was incoherent, sorry if you don’t get anything, sorry if you… ahm, whatever.

38,4 °C. That’s not good.

“You give the strength to me, strength I never had,
I was a mess you see, I’d lost the plot so bad,
you dragged me up and out, out of the darkest place,
There’s not a single doubt when I can see your face(s).”

Holy crap, Tia, shut up finally! You’re pathetic.

Bones starve the flash…

{ November 4, 2009 @ 9:31 am } · { Check it!, Music, So-so, Thoughtful, Videos }
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Okaaaay… I’m not… totally insane, okay, I can be still saved :D
Whatever.
I was like… Let’s make a video… Sziget memories, Millenáris memories, SNOW PATROL and EDITORS memories and I made a video… The music is very close to my heart (it’s Meese – Don’t forget) because it can cheer me up whenever I’m down, aaaaand it’s separated into three parts… so I used it to separate the video into three parts, the first is about Sziget, the second is about Millenáris, and the end, the “peak” of the whole stuff is both together. :)

I think it’s not a bad video, I’ve made better ones, but I just had to.

 

I was like weeping in front of my laptop, it was a torture to EDIT the video, I hope it’s no torture to watch it :)

Oh, goooosh, I wish I knew why these moments mean so much to us. I mean, most of the people I knew that they were attending to those shows just… moved on…

Whatever. It’s time to leave, cause we have to be in the hospital for (at least) half past eleven. I’m not nervous, I’m so passed being nervous about these things. I got my immunization against swine flue… and H1N1… I don’t know, I have my opinion about these things….. I guess it won’t harm. If so, I screwed up, I guess :D

Soooo, get your fingers crossed for me.

Like Isaac said: “HERE WE GO!!! Writing some lyrics…”

And here’s the video :) I hope you’ll love it, it has all my heart in it :)

 

Please, love, don’t be scared, it’s just your own reflection…

{ November 1, 2009 @ 2:48 pm } · { Check it!, So-so, Videos }
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Okay, I thought it’s Frank Sinatra…

I’m DONE with the poem. Which is awesome, by the way, I really respect Hungarian poets, cause I think Hungarian is a hard language… but they are pretty good :) I mean the poets. Okay, Tia, shut up.

Soooo, now, I’m just being here like without aims. I should finish my history whatever… but Thursday is faar, far away, so now, I’m going to talk about a very serious problem of ours…

PAPILLON.

Yes, ladies and gentlemen, Papillon is the second most addictive song from the new album of Editors. (Eat Raw Meat = Blood Drool is the first, of course) AND… you wouldn’t believe, but it sounds much better if the others are having dinner and Tom Smith is playing it with his wonderful guitar. Cause that’s the most wondrous guitar I’ve ever seen. And it sounds so warm and so comforting…

*sigh*

It’s a must-listen before going to bed for me. Otherwise I can’t sleep well. :D Or the ERM=BR live at Jools Holland… That’s a good lullaby too :D

And I also love that he says “it wasn’t that good”, cause it was, lemme tell ya :D

Andandandand…

No end… Check it, it’s truly beautiful :)

 

Even an end has a start…

{ October 6, 2009 @ 1:16 pm } · { Check it!, Little somethings, Music, Thoughtful, Videos }
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Sorry, James, it’s Tom-time again :/

Just a short post. I finally found out why I’m so obsessed with he music video of “An End Has A Start”.
I knew it’s because of the dancers. But now, I know exactly.
WHO WOULD DANCE THIS AWKWARDLY TO A MUSIC LIKE THIS?

It’s rarely to the beat, it’s not even “professional”… it’s really… childish?

And it’s awesome. Period.

Omegle.com

{ August 26, 2009 @ 11:28 am } · { Check it!, Little somethings, Music, Thoughtful, Videos }
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Yes… because I’m so stupid to try everything that crosses my way.
So Dóri told me about this site. Whent they pick a random user and go, chat! :D I find it pretty interesting, since I seem to be unable to find someone new to talk with. I mean, I’m that… I have my friends, I’m in daily contact with Kayla (twitter xD) Allison (YouTube), Dóri, Detti (MSN), but I guess that’s all. They’re those who I’d like to have chat sometimes… and my sister.
And Mira and Emese on Facebook, of course. xD Oh, gosh, what we’re slobbering about all day long, it’s… aww, priceless :D Sooo… I found out that it’s not a profram, they’re real people (I thought it’s some kind of “talk to Voldemort’s diary” thing, but appearantly, it’s not), sooo I found some really interesting people.

Okay.. every second random stranger began with: “I’m playing with my cock” – good for you. “I’m looking for a cock” – look into the mirror (she didn’t get my point, btw, she was like: What do you mean?”) buuuut there were some interesting foaks I got to talk with. For example… I was soooo nuts that I was like: Hey, I am a robot, I am here to entertain you. – I played it twice. Once, the guy or girl was like asking me about being a robot, and the other one was totally awesome, he said he’s a robot too, and until the end of the conversation, we got to the point where we decided to conquere the whole universe, make other robots and make servants from the pathetic humanity.
It was fun.
Soo, I’m having fun with laughing at the childish, pervert gays, the narrow-minded brats and all those kind of people, but I found a Turkish man with a really interesting taste in music, so I added him on MSN, and we’re having a conversation about music I’ve never really heard of and I like it ^-^
And here’s a german guy I just talked with… he said he was sitting in his office and should work, but he’s not in the mood.
And the interesting thing (it’s not so surprising) that maybe he’s a 60 year old lady or the other end, that he’s a 12 old boy trying to get friends.
So… I’ve had enough of this site, I just thought I stop by and check it. ^-^

Itizfun.

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In our “gosh, how much I love Snow Patrol” heading.
You know, they made two covers at V festival, one of them was Wonderwall. With one acoustic guitar. OMG, that crowd was amazing!!!! I am so jealous at them. It must have been a fantastic experience for them and for Gary as well :)

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I hate David Guetta.

BUDAPEST bursts to life!!!

{ August 23, 2009 @ 5:47 pm } · { Check it!, Time-wasting, Videos }
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Deeeeeaaaaaar Loooooord… I just can’t wait til the moment I can raise my hands with Gary without anything to worry about… I promise.. whatever it takes… for the next time… (it doesn’t have to be Snow Patrol xD It can be The Fray or… you know what I’m talking about) I’ll be soooooo freaking healed…. :D And I will give everything in! It’s gonna be awesome :D

Until then, watch this awesome video… it is very.. gooosh, Gary is such a bitch xD At the end… with Nate… on the piano… Maaaaaan xD Fuck thaaat, I just watched it, but a big loud speaker or I don’t know what is in the recorder’s way. :’( Sorrily… but fortunately, there’s our cool bassist, Wilson. Paul Wilson.

2:08 ROOOOCKKKSS!!! I love Jonny *-* So much… and Tom… and Paul. And Nate. And Gary… Awuh. xD

Peace out.

As a child of twenty-five…

{ August 18, 2009 @ 11:47 pm } · { Check it!, Thoughtful, Videos }
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I know… you must have had it up to here with all my Snow Patrol obsession, but… life’s life and no one asked you to visit my blog :D
So… I forgot to paste one video… of Chocolate… at Sziget. Although from Final Straw, I think that’s my favourite song. :O (among others, like Somewhere a clock is ticking, Ways&Means and Grazed Knees, but non of these were (or was? o_O) performed at Sziget, only Chocolate, so you can have it :D
The sound is not so good, it sounds like it was some kind of pisspoor techno xD Although it wasn’t ^-^
It was the second song and I was sooo happy to hear it.
When I was in ninth grade, I didn’t have a lot of friends (it’s not like I have a bunch of buddies right now) aaaand I always hit the longer road to the bus station, so I had time to wake up in the mornings, to chew upon things that were happening to me…
Getting out of the village… stepping on the road of becoming an adult (I’m still far from it, but you know… -.-” Drama Queen and all) And usually, when I was just 100 metres from the bus station, Gary was singing “All these places feel like home…” and those times, I looked around and was like: “These? No way, man, you missed the door” -.-” And still, it was good to hear :)
And in this video, Gary’s pointing at the Irish flag, the fans were raising, when he sang “All these places feel like home”.
And we’re still really sure that if Gary didn’t had to play the guitar, he would have torn the stage apart :D

Shut your eyes!

{ August 14, 2009 @ 4:15 pm } · { Check it!, Music, Videos }
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I mean, do not shut your eyes, but look at this vid. IT WAS AMAZING!!!! I don’t know how he can be this powerful and energic :) And he did it ALL NIGHT LONG. :) I hope I could paste it :) OMG, Garyyyy x)
I didn’t think he will mix this song up but I don’t feel sorry, it was cooooooooooooooooool!!! :)

Oh, I couldn’t.

Here’s the video :) Not too long, but tells and shows everything :)

My birthday gift from Rod Blackhurst and The Fray :)

{ April 18, 2009 @ 5:42 pm } · { Check it!, Frekin' cool, Music, Videos }
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I hope I could paste it. :)
Mmm, well, let’s see what we got. Okay, let’s face with it: Isaac is not a damn good actor but he’s like himself and it’s good.
WE regret so much that they didn’t play on their instruments in the video.
WE also regret that the girl who he was looking for wasn’t Anna. I guess Anna didn’t really want to be featured on the video :) Though it would have been a good idea. :)

We still regret the old lady who Isaac was pulling away from himself. Poor lady.

We regret so much that they died.
NO! Wait a minute! Angels cannot die. :)

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